i lost...

...in an important game of frisbee today.

I was really crushed. Not totally sure why. But I've got this horrible fear that I can't win when it matters. And I guess in real life there's not so much a "winning" in crucial situations, but maybe there is. And if there is, I'm afraid that I can't make it happen. And that sucks.

I guess I can always try again tomorrow, and next month, and next year.

killer parties almost killed me,

-table of kevtents