Stuck...

...on 202.

I started this thing as a log of travels.

Then I just sort of figured it was a way to inspire writing.

Then it took a turn for the youtube (read: worst).

Then I just sort of let it sit here, vacuum packed in the internet. The infinite echo-chamber. Someday someone will find it and fire me from my job.

I think i stopped writing primarily because i was too busy. By "busy" i don't know that i mean actually with too many things to do. Instead, my mind's eye tended to visualize all of the things i could be doing and i got freaked out and this went to the bottom of some totally nebulous to-do list (dig up the garden, buy a bookshelf, learn to write journal articles, finish the white paper you promised a professor in Georgia, bench press 200 pounds) of things that would never get done.

If it seems like a pretty dumb reason to abandon something that i was reasonably committed to, it is.

-kt